a fresh start


i’m trying to do the things that make me happiest.

this year has been full of my highest highs and my lowest lows with little in-between. i can remember so many small moments from the years before, but i’m worried that this year they’re being overshadowed by worse and better moments. the little things are my favorite. the days where i feel calm, where i get to hold bob’s hand a lot, and spend time with the people i love. when i find a new favorite place to read. the color of the sky on an otherwise unremarkable day.

i miss feeling so strongly about the little things, so i want to use this space to help me remember them. i know they’re happening, i don’t want to let them go by, overshadowed by the bigger things.

a song i’m liking right now: